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Emergency help wanted

I need those of you who have my number to check up on me as the evening progresses. Please. It's been an extremely difficult week, and I don't have the energy to write about it yet, but things have gone very badly in many different places in my life and I'm lying here in bed drying my hardest not to grab a knife and cut right now. I feel like an addict in rehab. I'm literally holding myself and rocking as I type this on my phone in bed. I feel right now like I have no one else to turn to. Please just do this for me.

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Jun. 4th, 2011 01:27 am (UTC)
Sweetie, I don't have your phone number but if you need me, I'm here for you. You are fighting against the urge and that's so good but so tough, especially on your own.

You are a wonderful person, you know that? You're talented in music, writing and in just being an altogether cool person. So many people admire you and support you and don't expect you to carry the burden of everything all by yourself.

You are NOT alone.
Jun. 4th, 2011 01:31 am (UTC)
Oh, Abby chérie! I wish I could do something concrete to help.

Just know that I love you, think of you and know you're strong enough to go through this hard phase of your week.

Hold on. *hugs*
Jun. 4th, 2011 02:10 am (UTC)
Twin, whatever it is, it's not worth all of this pain and drama. Be we far away or not, we're your family and we're here for you. We will ALWAYS be here for you. And I would die inside if something happened to you.

I know it's tough, but ride it out. You're my Twin; you're too tough and stubborn to let whatever this is get you. *tacklesnuggles you and won't let go*
Jun. 4th, 2011 04:08 am (UTC)
I sent you a text - *hugs and more hugs* Depression sucks so bad.

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